This blog is really not a space that I'd like to get on religious or political soapboxes and get into convoluted philosophical debates- about anything other than the minutiae of being married. Because the truth is I debate enough in my own marriage- heck if I'm going to debate here too! And really don't you just want to come here and talk about the Beverly Hills Housewives, sugar daddies, infidelity, or as one person on Google searched in order to find me; ways to piss off your husband) but I digress…
Last night- after shopping like I was indeed one of the housewives of Beverly hills those women just make whipping at your credit card look so darn easy, I get home and see these two twitter messages in ALL CAPS- telling me; in a nutshell, what a big time loser I am-trashing my trophy wife post and essentially stating that with a HORRIFIC JEWISH NOSE like mine– my husband must have been on crack to marry me.”
Of course these tweets came from the bravest of the brave- a woman – who protects her tweets– so therefore I can't even reciprocate those good feelings back to her. A racist cowardly ignorant wench. (Think I'm a little mad? huh?)
I expect writing a blog titled Married my sugar daddy is going to get a couple of venom laced spit-balls hurled my way- and you want to call me a whore, a loser, unfunny (gosh that would REALLY hurt) or even a bitch– that's fine. I understand it- I accept it. I put myself out there- as a real, living breathing human being- I don't hide behind a pseudonym, or an anonymous internet avatar.
I take responsibility for my statements- with my eyes wide open. I have no regrets- and of course welcome constructive criticism (although prefer that everyone just gush and tell me how absolutely riveting I am). But when someone puts down the very essence of who I am- the religion into which I was born- the ancestors who survived the Holocaust, and upon whose backs, bravery and sheer resilience I stand here today- then ones who were persecuted just because they too were Jews- wwell0 its where I draw the line.
I honestly couldn't care less if someone thinks I'm ugly; that I have a rather large Jewish nose- or as she characterized it a HORRIFIC JEWISH NOSE. What I take offense at is her need to pull my identity into it. It's like calling mew a dirty Jew? What is the reasoning behind it– why even bother?
I have to believe a woman, who would choose to attack my religion, is the kind of person who has deep, personal issues- ones she cannot bear to deal with and therefore- like so many other racist people- chooses to project her nagger and frustration onto another. And hey the Jews- we've ALWAYS been an easy target. And I happen to have a really big nose.
But the bottom line; it's just pure, unadulterated racism and it sickens me.